hello erin! i address myself cause no one is readin this, haha! although things are not perfect, or anywhere near it, i feel good. i feel hope. i feel content...to a point. i know that my God is a God that redeems..that gives me the push i need to fight for things, to fight for people. people are so fascinating! we have so many ups and downs and our feelings are just too real sometimes, ya know? our hearts just hurt way too much for us to keep going the way that we are..so let go. breathe deep...and lean on Him. He wants to be near us so much more than we do, though we cry out in agony that He hasn't heard us.